Francesrosey

Unusually I have no plans for this weekend. I want to visit Global Fabrics, thats it. I might get Caroline to take me to the Uni Libraries if they’re open. Thats about it.
So this weekend I vow to attempt the following:

-Tidy my room to at least a point where I’m not disgusted by it
-Fill a box with craft things I don’t actually need
-Make a couple of mix cds
-Make myself a week of lunches and freeze them
-finish my pile of CDs i’m getting rid of
-Paint
-Knit
-Begin work on the light box I am trying to build

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Another frustrating day I see is unfolding in front of me. I’m going to try and be more positive about it than yesterday. That was a nightmare. I ended up staying with Sarah and watching a movie. Two people in a similar state probably aren’t that helpful. I felt like everything I said to comfort her was stupid because at the same time I couldn’t get things straight in my head. I am quite aware of how I’ve become quite irrational in the last week or so.

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It’s a Motherfucker
Being here without you
thinking ’bout the good times
thinkin ’bout the bad
And I won’t ever be the same

It’s a Motherfucker
Getting through a Sunday
Talking to the walls just me again

But I won’t ever be the same
I won’t ever be the same

It’s a Motherfucker
How much I understand
The feeling that you need someone
To take you by the hand

And you won’t ever be the same
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I’ve been really restless lately. I feel like I’m on the verge of something but no idea what it is. I want to do things, see people and go places but I don’t know who, where and why.
Its probably a good thing I don’t still have a car. I’d be gone by now. I’d have picked a direction and just gone.

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I’ve been making a pile of mix cds lately. I owe them to at least Mandi, Genie and Lisa. I’ve been really slack in doing them though.

I made an NZ music mix cd and have been listening to it for 3 days in a row now, trying to decide if these are the songs I really want to put out there for all to hear to reflect songs I like locally.

The key thing is actually less about the songs themselves but the production values of one song to the next. Some sound more… polished than others. Side by side, it makes otherwise awesome songs sound a little flat.

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this morning my ipod is trying to tell me I should listen to Tom Waits.
Its not really Monday morning music.
I am exhausted and I had plenty of sleep. I struggled with this morning much more than other Monday mornings. At least I was only 5 minutes late for work. I am proud at least that I managed to consume some breakfast.

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Last night I think I bought the most expensive packet of skittles in my life… yes I was at the movies… I would have bought tangy fruits if they still made them. I miss tangy fruits, those and sparkles are my movie going treats, or at least they were when they were still in production.

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…we do things we know we shouldn’t

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we can’t explain it
feel why
It just happens
sometimes we
move along
can’t explain why
sometimes

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Watching C4 animation night in bed with 2 awesome flatmates, souvalaki, turkish delight chocolate and popcorn.

sweet!

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