I’ve been really restless lately. I feel like I’m on the verge of something but no idea what it is. I want to do things, see people and go places but I don’t know who, where and why.
Its probably a good thing I don’t still have a car. I’d be gone by now. I’d have picked a direction and just gone.
I guess this feeling is caused a couple of shitty days at work, feeling unmotivated by it, bored by putting on shows, bored by some people, annoyed by others, and hopeless to those that need support. I had a really nice weekend lying round on a couch talking about life stuff. I felt useless about a lot of it but at the same time, being there and talking about it just seemed to be the right thing.
I guess the frustration will pass at some point, just have to wait it out. I might go down to Dunedin next weekend. I’m taking the day off regardless of whether I go or not. I don’t particularly like Dunedin, its not that I don’t like it- I just feel nothing for it as a place. I think I might put this down to the pretty uneventful trips I’ve had down there.