I’m tired, and its not because I woke up put on clothes and drove Chris to work because of the bad weather.
I’m tired because unemployment is tiring. No money, no motivation to do anything interesting. I know its only been a week but I already can see it happening all over again. Just like when I quit uni.
I had marvelous plans of all the painting, sewing and constructing I was going to do but I’m just too tired with life to be bothered with any of it.
I borrowed books on making an architecture portfolio, I’ve read half of it, but I have little motivation to finish constructing mine. I only have 1 week left of access to the big beautiful colour printers at polytech.
I should get off my ass.
I should actually go have a shower.