God i am having a fucking weird night
I have been feeling pretty good about myself lately… and been fairly happy with life, but fucking hell tonight i feel like shit… cause of a whole lot of stuff….
I am scared at the moment. cause i have no flatmate’s for next year and I don’t want to live with randoms… I don’t know what i am going to do….
hmmm i guess i am just emotionally stressed right now, and on top of that i have 3 huge assignments due in…. and i got my re enrollment papers today, so now i have the added stress of picking courses…. i think theatrical design and furniture at the moment…. i still cannot stop thinking about needing a job and money and all the nasty stuff thats going on….
fuuuuck… I just want to go find myself a quiet beach and ya know… have some time to myself without worrying about anything….
God i need to get out of this place… and sooner the better..I don’t think i can face staying with my parents either…. its all getting to be a bit much… fuck fuck fuck