I’m really tired. I had an unintentional big night last night. Not like woo wild party night, although it started out looking like it might head that way. I had a few drinks at the RDU meeting at Cartel. It was a nice social time. RDU meetings always tend to be. This one actually had a reasonably small attendance. Perhaps good, considering that Cartel is a shoebox.
Anyway, things just got weird later on, and as always when things go weird… its very tiring and stressful. Just one key thing to note, Todd and his brother James are awesome.
So camp is only a matter of days away. I still haven’t sorted much. There is just so much to do. Being relaxed about it in the past hasn’t worked out too well… having to buy things I didn’t intend cause of bad planning is never really much fun.
Today has really been a struggle to get through. Lately I get to about 3pm and just need a nap. Its not like I’m not getting the right amount of sleep. I just can’t get over 3pm without wanting to shut my eyes and drift off. Last night I dreamed about being called a slacker by my boss. It was quite an unsettling dream. I arrived at work and felt a little like the dream was real.
I know I might not always be on task… but sometimes parts of my job can be very… boring. Its not that I don’t appreciate or sometimes enjoy my work.