So it’s just after midnight on a Saturday/Sunday morning.
I’m lying in bed, wide awake because I couldn’t take more
of being at some party
Standing next to a girl ten years my junior.
She was and is lovely. She’s a child though.
It was a weird feeling, realising that this person was born
a whole ten years after I was. Some people
I never think about the age gap with
I like that, and that is why they are some of my
best friends.
So,
Now I’m lying in bed, listening to a mix tape
of the most depressing songs
Feeling a little lost
and a little scared
I don’t know what I should be doing