My nose is runny. Its kind of gross.
Lots has been preying on my mind lately. One thing I can’t shake is that its nearly ten years since Luke passed away on that road trip back from Dunedin. It really doesn’t feel like it was that much of a forever ago. He died the night of my 6th Form Ball, Also Halloween. I’m not sure why this stuff sticks in my mind so clearly… being told and such.
I realise its important to tell your friends how much they mean more often. I missed this chance with a lot of people I’ve lost over the years. It is kind of painful to thnk about how many young people have met their end before they should have.
I guess, it makes me think about how much of my time I’ve wasted and not really made the most of. I want to embark on my adventure knowing I will make something of it. I want to really do something important in this world… but I’m not sure how and what. I hope that I can find the answers and know that in doing so people will appreciate their own worlds a little more.
Yes… that was quite emo.
