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Month: December 2009
sometimes
You just can’t seem to win.
No matter how awesome you are.
You just don’t realise people think you are amazing.
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“It is only with the heart that one can see rightly. What is essential is invisible to the eye.”
They didn’t bury you deep enough
Well I’m glad its not just me who feels foolish for trying to help out.
So now I know there’s at least two of us in this boat, and we’re both floating in the sea of shit that you’ve set us adrift in.
We try to help out. You feign appreciation, but you do things which obviously sabotage the helping hands.
It in some way is a comfort to know I am not alone feeling like this… but it actually makes me feel like shit for trying.
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Half Confidence
Another day closer to calling an end to all the boredom.
After work I sat on the verandah with Melinda and David and our new friend Boris (The neighbourhood cat).
After fiddling a bit with my camera taking pictures of Boris I started taking pictures of the flatmates
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I’ll really miss just hanging out and talking with them. I like that we sit in the lounge and discuss anything, even how to stop a girl liking you.
Melinda and I were terrible at giving this advice… the guys, gave advice on how not to be an ass, Melinda and I just got crass.
carbon copies
I went to court this morning, didn’t get picked today. I need to go back every day this week though.
I’ve been trying to eat food for two days now. Everything that touches my lips makes me want to be sick. I wonder what has caused this. I have tried food, knowing that I need to eat something. I am pretty sure this has nothing to do with alcohol drunk on the weekend, because now it’s Monday and I still feel like being sick when I try to eat anything.
liquid diet for me for a while I think.
Your looks will travel right through me
So its a beautiful day outside, super windy, but still nice, and I am sitting in my bed cause of too many late night’s out.
Got jury duty tomorrow. Kinda excited. Not really sure why. I know it might be quite horrible, a lot of people have been telling me about their experiences on juries and it seems quite scary.
I’m still avoiding reality when it comes to packing my stuff up… I don’t know how and when I think this will actually happen properly. Just not motivated. I think when I really pack my stuff properly I will have to admit I’m leaving.
I own too much stuff. I’d like someone else to come and sort out my life please.
Last night Sleepy Age played this hilariously awesome 4 song set at Goodbye Blue Monday.
Josh decided the night before that he wanted to dress in costume for the night, it started out with The Grinch, but ended up with Jesus. Which is just as well, because Jesus is a much easier costume to fashion than The Grinch.
Well
I didn’t exactly tell them when, but I said I was planning on leaving sometime in 2010. I said it was the right time for me, personally, and it had nothing to do with the job. Which is a half truth.
I still need to sort myself out a little more before I go, in more ways than one.
ANYWAY.
Christmas is coming, and I am excited. I made a promise with Nike, Sarah and Caroline for no bought presents, no money spent, since we’re all saving for bigger things. I’ll still bake for them though.
I’m starting to wish I was staying in Chch, as some really good things have started happening. I spend more time convincing myself now is the right time to go, and I don’t need to stay, but every few days I think that I could wait longer. Its not good. I need to leave and I know it. Read more →
Lame
I’m a pussy about this whole telling work thing.
2 months tomorrow and I’ll be gone, but I don’t know how I’ll tell them tomorrow.
I feel pretty crappy, not sleeping enough at the right times I think. Nicki thinks I should hold off telling till I only have 4 weeks. I don’t know what to do. Read more →
Balls.
That was my interview with Martin from God Bows tonight. I had a terrible show really. I hate it when things don’t work properly, and when it goes so unprofessionally.
It was just horrible.
The interview, thankfully sounds ok in hindsight.
I hate doing radio shows alone, I find it boring without someone to bounce off when talking, so mostly, regular listeners might notice I don’t talk much when I’m on my own.
Anyway… here are some better more interesting live to airs and interviews from Sheep Technique past:
Live on the Sheep Technique- O Lovelys Where You Go.mp3
OLovelys and Insurgents Live on The Sheep Technique.mp3
Rather Be Dead Live On The Sheep Technique.mp3
The Insurgents Camile Live on the Sheep Technique.mp3 Read more →