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I didn’t exactly tell them when, but I said I was planning on leaving sometime in 2010. I said it was the right time for me, personally, and it had nothing to do with the job. Which is a half truth.

I still need to sort myself out a little more before I go, in more ways than one.

ANYWAY.

Christmas is coming, and I am excited. I made a promise with Nike, Sarah and Caroline for no bought presents, no money spent, since we’re all saving for bigger things. I’ll still bake for them though.

I’m starting to wish I was staying in Chch, as some really good things have started happening. I spend more time convincing myself now is the right time to go, and I don’t need to stay, but every few days I think that I could wait longer. Its not good. I need to leave and I know it. Read more →

I’m a pussy about this whole telling work thing.
2 months tomorrow and I’ll be gone, but I don’t know how I’ll tell them tomorrow.

I feel pretty crappy, not sleeping enough at the right times I think. Nicki thinks I should hold off telling till I only have 4 weeks. I don’t know what to do. Read more →

godbowstomathinterview.mp3

That was my interview with Martin from God Bows tonight. I had a terrible show really. I hate it when things don’t work properly, and when it goes so unprofessionally.
It was just horrible.

The interview, thankfully sounds ok in hindsight.

I hate doing radio shows alone, I find it boring without someone to bounce off when talking, so mostly, regular listeners might notice I don’t talk much when I’m on my own.

Anyway… here are some better more interesting live to airs and interviews from Sheep Technique past:

Live on the Sheep Technique- O Lovelys Where You Go.mp3

OLovelys and Insurgents Live on The Sheep Technique.mp3

Rather Be Dead Live On The Sheep Technique.mp3

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I feel really unwell… Not like sick, head cold style, but just exhausted. I can’t think about things without feeling tired all over.

I also have a crazy appetite today. I ate my proper meals, but feel really hungry for weird things. I want to sleep right now, but can’t make myself.

I’ll love eternally, anyone who brings me chocolate. Like, seriously, if you can hook up my irrational chocolate cravings, I’ll do anything you want*

*within my capabilities and reason.

Can I just point out that googling “chocolate” does not help things.
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Thanks Jasper for the pic.

The show was epic. It sounds like most of central suburban Christchurch heard the show… probably actually mostly heard the crowd singing along with everything.
Set 1: Given to Fly, Got Some, Animal, Once, Unthought Known, Tremor christ, Small Town, Worldwide Suicide, In My Tree, Marker in the Sand, Even Flow, Force of Nature, I Got ID (I got shit), Life Wasted, Garden, Do the Evolution, Go

Set 2: The End, Happy Birthday song to Matt Cameron, Red Mosquito (with Ben Harper), Indifference (with Ben Harper), State of Love and Trust, The Fixer

Set 3: Jeremy, Betterman, The Real Me, Better Be Home Soon (with Neil and Liam Finn), I Got You (with Neil and Liam), Alive, Rockin In The Free World (with Ben Harper & Relentess 7, Liam Finn, EJ Barnes), Yellow Ledbetter Read more →

Yesterday:

Rain

Four weddings and a funeral

Walking in the rain

Doing errands

5cent photos

Rooms full of rubber smell weird

Coffee at Cup with David and Nike overlooking the gray city

Sampan

Dinner with Nike and Sarah

Twin Peaks

Hanging with Mr Musgrave

Today:

Sorting through boxes of craft junk

Laundry

Leftovers for breakfast

Cheap Fruit

BBQ with new boys

Pearl Jam

Other things to note:

Paperwork hates me

I do not understand Taxation

There are not enough hours in the day

Unfinished gig posters

I wish I had a car

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I really feel like watching this again. I’ll probably go out and have an average night in town instead.
I think tomorrow I shall start the Twin Peaks marathon.

<3 Audrey Read more →

All i really want to say
is you’re the reason I wanna stay
but destiny is calling and won’t hold
and when my time is up I’m out of here

All I know is I’ve got to be
Where my heart says I ought be
It often makes no sense, in fact
I never understand these things, I feel

I love you, goodbye.

It’s really windy outside.
I’m too hot inside
and I’m bored too. Read more →

David gets home tonight, at midnight. So excited to see him again.

Miss you Mr. D

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