Francesrosey

LEO: (July 23 – Aug 22)
Life is forming a cocoon around your tendency to go like the clappers all the time. You have the choice of letting yourself quieten down and be nurtured, or fighting like a banshee. One is mellow – one is frustration incarnate

I don’t know why I keep reading the horoscopes from the paper. Yesterday reading them to my flatmates brought out tears in one of them. The horoscope for her star sign actually said a little too much about their day.

Mine frequently seem to mention that I need to make decisions. Although I don’ take them seriously, they lately seem to have been really weirdly written or all too apt.

Sarah’s grandfather died yesterday. I am going to bake for her. I feel like I need to go see her in spite of her incredible busy life at the moment. I feel like I need to stop for a while also. I just want everything to stop happening for a bit.
The problem is that everything seems to become my job by default lately and I just can’t keep doing it.

LEO: (July 23 – Aug 22)
Don’t panic. You have enough time. You don’t have to blast off the starting blocks in anxiety and trepidation. Life is being luxurious in the amount of opportunity is offering – and in the amount of times you can stuff it up. Relax.

I’m not sure what that’s meant to mean? I know this blog seems to be heading the way of horroscope based posts… but some days the heralds horoscopes are just a little odd. I don’t know what I am meant to be panicking about. Perhaps that this Friday is the deadline for creative communities and strengthening communities grants?
I need to get them done, I need to sort out my things in my room which is just a giant pain?

Anyway, I probably will achieve one of those goals. Not the other. I guess. I’m really tired today, I slept for 9 hours last night, woke up late for going to work. Perhaps the fact that I haven’t had a shower yet is what’s making me tired. Fleur rang this morning and asked how I was, I told her I was “managing”. I really don’t feel motivated in the mornings. Its an achievement to be here on time and in one piece.

I need to figure out my routine. My flat doesn’t seem to work very well like that, as we’re all finding our grounding there at the moment. Yes, still…

Well I have been distracted lately by my thoughts from the log cabin. I don’t mean to neglect my actual blog, although admittedly I can’t remember when I last updated live journal.
Mum came to town for a few days, so it was really busy. I also managed a decently social weekend too. Dx3 on Friday and Monday!
The show last night was amazing. Who would have thought 150 people would come to the social centre on a Monday night?